Honeymooning

Well, the honeymoon phase is over.

I'm homesick.

Today, I was feeling restless. I didn't want to go exploring the town or countryside, all I wanted to do was sit and be surrounded by familiarity. I miss being around the familiar. 

I miss having Tim Hortons around every corner.

I miss everyone saying "eh".

I miss my church family.
I miss the Canadian Rocky Mountains.

I miss effing maple syrup! I KNOW it's SUCH a Canadian thing to say. But I really do.

I miss griping about the snow. I DO NOT miss snow.

I'm tired of being stared at. It's Cambodia all over again. The locals know we're not one of them, so they all stare at us. Every. Damn. Day. Every time we step outside. Stares. All day long.

Most of them hear my accent and automatically think I'm American, so they're very rude to me. It's such a shame they don't hear the difference between American and Canadian accents.

I miss my Momma. And my kitties. Aren't they just so precious?

So, I did what I could do to make myself feel better. I found the local SPAR convenience store. They usually carry Tim Hortons coffee at a self serve machine.

I put on Lauren Mann and the Fairly Odd Folk. Best local talent from YYC(Seriously go check em out. So legit). I opened the letter from my best friend entitled "For When You're Homesick".

And I word vomited all over this blog. And now I feel better.

This isn't new for me. As every missionary knows, it happens every time you go overseas for an extended amount of time. But that doesn't make it any easier.

So you do what you can. You grieve and you move on.

I miss home. But I'm still so excited about what Jesus is going to do in New Ross. Everyone can feel it. And it's what is keeping me going.
God's got something big planned for this little town. 

It's the calm before the storm.

Bring it on.

When I was a child, I grew up in a small town; our backyard was right next to a wooded area with fields and pastures. I would go exploring there all the time. Then we moved to a big city. 

After sixteen years of being surrounded by a concrete jungle, I finally get to awaken those desires to walk into rolling hills and embark on new adventures, 

and my heart rejoices.